💒 Officiating the Marriage of My Two Spiritual Lives
When traditional faith and contemporary mysticism realized they were made for each other.
This is the seventh post in my series, Grace Between the Lines: a journey through the beautifully strange overlap between Christian theology, mystical spirituality, and the books that have shaped me along the way. If you're just joining us, welcome to what might be the weirdest wedding you've ever attended. If you've been following along, grab a seat. The ceremony's about to begin.
🕯️ Heads up: This one’s longer than usual. But hey, it’s a wedding! There’s a ceremony, a feast, dancing, even a mystical maid of honor. So pour yourself something festive, settle in, and let your soul eavesdrop on the vows. It’s worth it.
In case you missed the previous posts in the series…
Intro - ✨ This Time, It’s Not a Comeback — It’s a Reconciliation
Post #1 - 📚 Did You Hear the One Where the Lutheran Pastor Walks Into the Metaphysics Aisle?
Post #2 - 📺 How a PBS Mystic Became My Spiritual Gateway Drug
Post #3 - 💔 When I Drifted
Post #4 - ✨ If Channeling Freaks You Out, Let’s Talk About Paul
Post #5 - 🔥 Is A Course in Miracles Heretical?
Post #6 - 🧩 The Finnish Theologian Who Made Space for My Mystical Side
Dearly beloved, we are gathered here today to witness something beautiful, something unexpected, and something that would probably make a few seminary professors reach for their smelling salts: the theological marriage between my inherited Christian tradition and A Course in Miracles.
I know, I know. It sounds like the setup for a joke: "A Finnish theologian, a dead German reformer, and a channeled spiritual text walk into a bar..." And if you've been following this series wondering, "Why is Jonas going down this weird ACIM road?" — well, this is what it's all been leading to. But stick with me. Because what started as my personal attempt to reconcile two seemingly incompatible parts of my spiritual story has turned into something more: a recognition that these traditions aren't just compatible—they're practically finishing each other's theological sentences.
This isn't about syncretism or trying to make everything fit together with spiritual duct tape. This is about discovering that the Spirit has been saying remarkably similar things through radically different vocabularies. It's about finding that the mystical heart of Christianity and the Christ-centered core of ACIM have been orbiting the same divine truth all along.
So pour yourself something festive. This is a celebration.
But maybe you're thinking: I don't know half these people you're about to introduce, and I'm not sure I care about theological integration.
Fair enough. Here's why this matters even if you've never heard of Finnish theologians or channeled spiritual texts…
Most of us carry some version of spiritual split. Maybe you love Jesus but struggle with institutional Christianity. Maybe you're drawn to meditation and mysticism but worry it's not "Christian enough." Maybe you've found wisdom in unexpected places but feel guilty about it. Or maybe you've just always sensed that the either/or choices we're often given—traditional vs. progressive, orthodox vs. mystical, ancient vs. contemporary—don't actually reflect how the Spirit works in real life.
This isn't really about specific books or theologians.
It's about what becomes possible when we stop forcing ourselves to choose between depth and orthodoxy, between transcendence and tradition, between the God who meets us in ancient liturgy and the God who shows up in surprisingly contemporary ways.
It's about integration instead of fragmentation. Wholeness instead of spiritual compartments.
And don't worry—you don't need to know anything about the voices I'm about to introduce. I'll be sharing the wisdom of theirs that stands out most to me as we go. Think of this as a dinner party where you get to meet some fascinating people who've been thinking deeply about grace, love, and what it means to be held by God.
And honestly? It's about time.
🤵 Meet the Wedding Party
Before we get to the vows, let me introduce you to the groomsmen who made this theological romance possible.
Martin Luther - The Patriarch
Old Martin gets the honor of walking Christian tradition down the aisle, and he's surprisingly okay with this whole arrangement. After all, this is the guy who said, "Whatever preaches Christ is the true Word of God." (Pretty scandalous permission-giving for the 16th century!) Luther also happens to be the one who gave us some of the most mystical language in reformed catholic (I don’t like to call him a ‘protestant’) history.
"Christ and the soul become one flesh"? That's not your typical fire-and-brimstone talk. That's mystical union language that would make ACIM nod appreciatively. As the great reformer who insisted grace was bigger than religious institutions, Luther understood that God's love breaks out of our carefully constructed theological boxes.
Tuomo Mannermaa - The Mystic Groomsman
Mannermaa is a Finnish theologian who convinced me this wedding could actually work. While most Christians were content to say "Christ's righteousness covers you" (which is beautiful but can feel a bit abstract), Mannermaa dug deeper and said, "Actually, Christ's righteousness doesn't just cover you like a blanket. It actually dwells in you through faith."
Suddenly, salvation wasn't just a legal transaction but mystical participation. "Christ present in faith" became lived reality, not just doctrinal assertion. Thanks to Mannermaa, Christian theology got its mystical spine back, recovering an ancient truth that had been buried under centuries of religious bureaucracy.
Gerhard Forde - The Radical Best Man
If Mannermaa opened the mystical door, Forde (a 20th-century American theologian) kicked it wide open by insisting that the old self doesn't get rehabbed—it gets crucified. Period. No spiritual self-improvement projects. No gradual sanctification ladder.
The God who kills in order to make alive doesn't mess around with religious renovation. Forde brings the theological courage to say that death (real death of the false self) is the only path to life. Which, as we'll see, makes him and ACIM strange bedfellows in their shared rejection of all ego-improvement programs.
Robert Capon - The Joyful Officiant
And then there's Capon, an Episcopal priest who brings the party atmosphere this wedding needs. Grace so wild and unconditional it makes religious people nervous? Check. Salvation as a celebration that's already happening rather than a reward you have to earn? Double check.
Capon's the one who reminds us that God isn't waiting for us to get our act together before the party begins. The party is getting our act together. His theological joie de vivre makes him the perfect officiant for a wedding between traditions that both insist grace is more radical than we dare imagine.
Julian of Norwich - The Mystical Maid of Honor
But let's not forget Julian, the 14th-century English mystic who brings something essential to this wedding party: the feminine voice of divine love. Julian, who spent years in contemplative prayer and received some of the most profound revelations in Christian history, understood something that both traditions celebrate: God is not just Father but also Mother.
Her famous insight that "there is no wrath in God" cuts through centuries of fire-and-brimstone theology to reveal the tender, nurturing heart of divine love. When she writes about Jesus as our Mother who feeds us, protects us, and never stops loving us, she's speaking the same language as ACIM's insistence that God's love is utterly unconditional.
Julian reminds us that what we often call "God's wrath" is actually our own fear and anger projected onto the divine image. A psychological insight that ACIM would applaud and that makes this theological wedding possible.
👰 The Bride: A Course in Miracles
And here comes the bride—ACIM—walking down the aisle in her mystical blue dress, carrying ancient wisdom wrapped in psychological language. She's been waiting for this moment, knowing that beneath all the suspicion and side-eyes, she and Christian tradition were meant for each other.
Yes, she speaks a different dialect. Yes, she comes from outside the traditional family. But listen to what she's actually saying: You are held in unconditional love. Your true identity is in God, not in your mistakes. The separation you feel is illusion; the union is real. Sin is not your deepest truth; grace is.
Sound familiar? It should. She's been singing Christianity's favorite song, just in a different key.
💍 The Vows: What They Promise Each Other
Christian Tradition's Vows to ACIM:
"I promise to stop making grace conditional on perfect doctrine. I vow to remember that the Spirit blows where it will, even through traditions I wasn't trained to recognize. I pledge to trust that Christ is big enough for mystical language, psychological insight, and even channeled spirituality. I promise to let you teach me what 'Christ dwelling in the believer' feels like from the inside, not just what it means in systematic theology."
ACIM's Vows to Christian Tradition:
"I promise to honor the incarnation, not just spiritual awakening. I vow to remember that grace has a name—Jesus—and a body, and a cross, and a resurrection. I pledge to ground my mystical insights in historical reality. I promise to let you teach me that union with God isn't escape from the world but God's entry into it. I vow to remember that love isn't just a cosmic principle but a person who walked among us."
🎁 The Exchange of Gifts
What Christian Tradition Brings to the Marriage:
Incarnational Grounding: ACIM talks beautifully about awakening to divine love, but Christian tradition says, "Let me introduce you to the Word made flesh." Grace isn't just a cosmic principle. It has a face, a name, a history. It was born in Bethlehem, died on Golgotha, and rose on Easter morning. This isn't just universal truth; it's personal love with wounds in its hands.
Sacramental Anchor: While ACIM focuses on inner transformation, Christian tradition offers water, bread, and wine—grace mediated through the physical world. Mystical experience doesn't float above material reality; it meets us in the mess of embodied life. God doesn't just speak to your soul; God feeds your body.
Community Foundation: ACIM tends toward individual enlightenment, but Christian tradition reminds us that we're saved into community. The body of Christ isn't just metaphor, it's the actual people sharing your struggles and your hope, bringing you casseroles when you're sick and sitting with you when you're grieving.
What ACIM Brings to the Marriage:
Present-Moment Union: Christian tradition talks about "Christ dwelling in the believer," but ACIM shows you what that feels like. It's not just theological concept but felt experience of divine presence. It gives you vocabulary for the mystical experience that traditional Christianity sometimes talks about but rarely explains how to access.
Psychological Sophistication: How does grace actually rewire consciousness? How does the "new creation" experience the world differently? ACIM brings the vocabulary of transformation that helps Christian faith get practical about how spiritual change actually happens in your daily thoughts and relationships.
Mystical Immediacy: While Christianity can get stuck in "you're a sinner saved by grace" (which is true but incomplete), ACIM insists on your fundamental identity as God's beloved child. Not eventually… Not after enough church attendance… Now. It reminds Christianity of its own mystical heritage that got buried under centuries of sin-management.
💃 The Reception: Theological Dance Moves
The "Ego Death" Waltz
Watch Forde and ACIM spin around the dance floor in perfect synchrony. Forde leads with "The old being must be crucified—not rehabbed, not improved, but killed." ACIM follows with "The ego is not healed but dissolved through recognition of its unreality." They're doing the same dance: complete abandonment of the self-improvement project. Both insist this…
You can't fix a fundamentally false identity. You have to let it die and discover who you really are underneath all the performance and pretending.
The "Unconditional Grace" Swing
Capon and ACIM tear up the dance floor with pure celebration, while Julian spins gracefully nearby, reminding everyone that divine love has no harsh edges. Capon calls out, "You're already at the party—stop trying to earn your invitation!" ACIM swings back, "You are in a state of grace forever!" And Julian adds her mystical voice: "God never was wroth, nor ever shall be... for I saw truly that our Lord was never angry nor ever shall be." The music swells as all three traditions insist that God's love has no conditions, no fine print, no spiritual performance requirements. Grace isn't something you achieve; it's something you remember. It's not a reward for good behavior; it's the foundation that makes good behavior possible. And it's as tender and nurturing as a mother's love; because that's exactly what it is.
The "Mystical Union" Tango
And then comes the moment everyone's been waiting for: Mannermaa and ACIM step into an intimate tango that takes everyone's breath away. Mannermaa whispers, "Christ truly present in faith—not metaphorically but actually." ACIM breathes back, "Your reality is only spirit, therefore you are in a state of grace forever." They move as one being, demonstrating that mystical union isn't spiritual fantasy but the heart of the gospel itself. It's not about feeling good; it's about recognizing what's already true.
🍾 The Wedding Feast: What This Changes
For Spiritual Practice:
This marriage opens up new possibilities. Prayer that's both confessional and affirmative. Meditation that's both centering and Christ-focused. Spiritual direction that draws from both ancient Christian wisdom and contemporary psychological insight. The end of feeling like you have to choose between being "spiritual" or "religious."
For Personal Faith:
Scripture reading that's both historically grounded and mystically alive. Faith that's both rooted in tradition and open to contemporary spiritual insight. The recognition that your hunger for transcendence and your need for grace aren't competing impulses but complementary movements of the same divine heart.
For Ministry and Community:
Ministry to spiritual-but-not-religious seekers who are actually seeking Christ, they just don't know it yet. Communities that are both deeply rooted and wildly alive. Preaching that proclaims union with God, not just forgiveness of sins. Worship that's both liturgically grounded and mystically transformative.
🎉 The Send-Off: What God Has Joined Together
As our theological newlyweds prepare to head off on their honeymoon (probably somewhere quiet, reading mystical texts by candlelight), I want to be clear about something: this is recognition. Recognition that the Spirit has been saying remarkably consistent things through remarkably different vocabularies. That the hunger for mystical union and the gift of divine grace are not competing impulses but complementary movements of the same loving heart.
For too long, we've been told we have to choose: either ancient tradition or contemporary spirituality. Either institutional faith or mystical experience. Either orthodox belief or personal transformation. But what if the choice itself is the problem?
What if the Spirit has been working through both streams all along, waiting for us to stop seeing them as competitors and start seeing them as dance partners?
So here's to the happy couple. May their marriage bear fruit in communities that are both deeply rooted and wildly alive. May their union produce spiritual offspring who know they're held in unconditional love and anchored in incarnational grace.
And may the rest of us learn to recognize that where grace is truly preached—whether from pulpits or blue books, through sacraments or mystical insights—Christ is already there, waiting to be discovered.
The party's just getting started.
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Still Along the Way,
Jonas
P.S. Next week: How this theological marriage changes everything about how I read both traditions. (Spoiler: I'm never going back to seeing them as separate again.)