I think we all struggle to some degree with a sense of captivity, though it may take different forms… Maybe in your case, you were told to shut up and sit down when sharing what you thought was an innocent funny story at the dinner table as a child and ever since that moment, you’ve heard that demeaning voice whenever you start to say something to express the laughter inside of you that urges to be expressed.
On captivity
Wow! This is powerful. Please think about reading this aloud. It is would help so many people.